Thread: Steadygain's Groove and Trip Pad

All of my stories were thoughts that freely flowed as I had some spare moments.

This story was the fulfillment of living out Jimi Hendrix and having a concert far beyond anything I could have otherwise imagined. Somehow the dreams in my life became ever greater as a result of her.

Originally Posted by Steadygain

My love will take your pain and you will know nothing but the richest happiness.

Steady totally forgot everything that ever happened to rob him of life and joy; he was now totally consumed with everything Cornellia represented and became more complete - more full - more alive than ever before.

In the END -- these are the only things that honestly and deeply matter.

I would rather have one thousand dollars and have my life filled with experiences that are wonderfully satisfying and fulfilling -- that confirm you beyond anything else - that stretch to the furthest reaches of your existence in the most Sacred and miraculous ways ---

than have a million dollars and be empty.

It would be impossible to miss the Grace and Glory of GOD throughout this story -- and that is always the most central grounding by which everything else stems.

Mamikin was next and the story I wrote for her was one of my best.

When you really give your heart and life -- with sincereity and depth then only the most sacred and priceless aspects will flourish.

Again everything is deeply seeped in the Glory of God's perfect Grace.

Originally Posted by Steadygain

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Steady stretched his arm out with an open hand as if introducing Mamikin to a large crowd and said, "This is my favorite place and I consider it the most sacred spot I could ever find".

My next story was about striving to make AMERICA all it was meant to be.

This was the deepest and most heartfelt way I could possibly express my gratitude and honor for all who served in the Vietnam War.

Giving these men and women the respect they deserved and doing all things to give them recognition was the basis of the entire story.

If I could make wishes come true -- for the entire USA it would start by making this story REAL.

Originally Posted by Steadygain

If we are going to clear the air we have to start with the Vietnam War and the Vietnam Veterans.

My next Story is more of a 'Book'. My youngest daughter had asked me to write one for her for her 16th birthday.

It includes many Members this MB has known and appreciated over the years and a permanent record to establish how sacred they all are to me.

The Book centers on XL-entLady and the forever Sacred and priceless world I discovered through her.

Originally Posted by Steadygain

This is the greatest gift I could be asked to give a 16 year old for her birthday.

Nothing could take you deeper into my world of happiness and help you discover more fully what I have discovered.

Originally Posted by Steadygain

Think of XL-entLady and how beautiful she is and then remember the pain in your vision and what she's had to endure over the years. What you give her will immediately fill any trace of injury and she will be restored to brand new. Then the Supreme Event will occur in her world.

My daughter loved the Book and still treasures it to this day.

Could not have been written without this Site and those included.

Lastly as I told Frixxxx in 6/09 -- I think it's post 321 on this thread.

Here is my thinking in regards to the relationships we can have with one another on this MB and here I would stress it can be between any one regardless of who they are.

It is something I refer to as 'Ultra Completeness' and that most ultimately happens when you have connected with anyone in a deeply meaningful way. There are many men that connected with me on that level and apparently that I connected with -- so it's NOT a sexual thing.

I believe that is the very best we can do - and be.

I call it the Ultra Completeness - and I believe it honestly takes a higher level of maturity - and it most certainly takes an openness and willingness to reach each other more deeply and with a genuine sacredness.

Probably more than anything is the Chemistry involved and the ability to totally give and keep giving - to wholly absorb and keep absorbing; to come to life as only that wonderful person can let you experience and knowing beyond the shadow of a doubt that you do the same for them.

If there is any lesson this Site has taught me - if there is anything GOD has made evident in the way all of us are deeply designed - it is knowing that when all else fades away -- the only thing that matters are the Sacred ways we have touched and changed each other.

Once you've been granted the priviledge of having this experience it is definately something you would cherish more than anything else; and something that's impossible to grow tired of or take for granted.

Somehow - all should learn to be more like Ella (my dog)and Nina (Frixxxx's dog) until we achieved 'unconditional love' on their level.

Once you find the Ultra Completeness - on the level that I did - you absolutely want for nothing more - it's a friendship on the highest possible levels and with that you realize beyond the shadow of any doubt that nothing else could even remotely compare.

What could ever go beyond bringing someone else to the richest and fullest life possible and soaking in the Chemistry and Energy that provides.

In comparison everything else is meaningless. I have found over and over these rarely LAST over the long run and in the deepest sincereity they are NOT meant to last on that level but with ONE Person and ONE person only.

But we can ALWAYS - cherish that 'Moment' and be grateful for whatever happened during that 'Moment'. Let that be what 'counts' and forget everything else.

My observation of Life is that True Fulfillment requires openness to what is most sacred and beautiful – and these spring from deep within.

The richest and deepest happiness is grounded first and foremost in the ability to believe and discovering firsthand what only a genuine belief can make known. There has to be an Element of faith in the vastness of LIFE and the potential life itself provides. It is somehow knowing in advance the millions of aspects that have largely remained unknown and allowing these to honestly take root and begin to flourish.

In my experience; it appears that an external source is required to allow the deeper and most wonderful aspects to fully be realized. When that source wholly lives for you and it is thoroughly evident in everything that happens – then it is possible to open yourself to allow the deeper aspects to spring forth and take over.

I have found by opening our life to greater wonders – especially in a moment where another is doing everything possible to bring it out – a certain warmness springs from within your chest that totally changes everything. The initial realization of that ‘Warmness’ is the ‘Great Awakening’ - the awesome moment of a wonderful change taking place. It starts off like a burner getting warm – and when you initially feel it you want it to grow and take over everything. The warmness then gets greater and then it is hot and blazing and it’s like your whole chest is on fire – but it’s a Glorious Fire and your whole life has a strong radiance.

It is only here that Life and Love can be known on the deepest and most comprehensive levels – and here we find the inner glow transforms you as nothing else could possibly do. Here our connections become enhanced so enormously that it is like we know LIFE for the very first time. In this enhanced state – all things disappear and whatever conflicts, stresses, or hurts may have existed before - they are not even worth a mild reflection. Life and Love are so intensely Beautiful that it’s all you want to know – and the ability to Give on far greater levels makes everything a million times better – because you can tell how rich and real and wonderful your life and love are – and you witness and feel and see and know and enjoy the depths by which it is working and moving to bring another to experience the wonders that something like that alone can do.

The goal for me is not finding True Fulfillment – as I have found it like never before. The goal is finding it on greater and greater levels; allowing the fire within my chest to blaze even brighter – so I might give more than I gave before and know with greater certainty the wonders it does. For what in life could ever compare to this? NOTHING!! For there is Nothing I have ever known or experienced has ever compared to this and it’s all I want to know.

What a trip - Life really has sprung forth in ways we could never, ever have imagined - and yet we both fully felt that our love was real and true from moments back. Many doubted what was real and what was fantasy, but we knew all was beautiful and totally fulfilling on a deeply sacred level.

Sharing our creativity with others was something we enjoyed immensely, but the friendships that developed held more meaning. In that regard we'd especially like to let Buster know how well we speak of him, even to this day. You - Buster - are the BEST !!!

Love Blue (and Steady )

Originally Posted by Bluehenge

What a trip - Life really has sprung forth in ways we could never, ever have imagined - and yet we both fully felt that our love was real and true from moments back. Many doubted what was real and what was fantasy, but we knew all was beautiful and totally fulfilling on a deeply sacred level.

Sharing our creativity with others was something we enjoyed immensely, but the friendships that developed held more meaning. In that regard we'd especially like to let Buster know how well we speak of him, even to this day. You - Buster - are the BEST !!!

Love Blue (and Steady )

WOW!..Thanks guys..that really means a lot to see you say that...Rick and I never really became good friends, more casual..But I somehow seen through his writings to see a very deep insightful person..When you came along Blue, I knew you were cut from the same cloth..I'm so glad you both found each other, even if it was through cyberspace...I hope your lives together will be a lasting one to share forever...Judging by both of your AVATARS there must of been some civil as well as spiritual bonding..Congratulations!

And thanks again for the honorable mention...Best of luck always.